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GOD NEVER ASKED THE SHEPHERD TO BECOME THE PASTURE

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Micah 5:4 “And he shall stand and feed in the strength of the LORD, in the majesty of the name of the LORD his God; and they shall abide…” — KJV

I was supposed to be going to bed. Instead, I went looking for a scripture I couldn’t quite remember. I knew it was somewhere in Micah and had something to do with standing and feeding.

I found it. And apparently God found me.

“And he shall stand and feed in the strength of the LORD…”

Now, I understood the feeding part immediately. Lord knows I feed people.

Sometimes literally. Sometimes emotionally. Sometimes spiritually. Sometimes financially.

Sometimes I am feeding people who have apparently misplaced both their spoon and their ability to locate the kitchen.

But that’s another devotional.

What caught me was stand and feed. Not run around and feed.Not panic and feed.

Not figure out how you’re going to keep everybody fed tomorrow while you’re still trying to feed them today.

Just—Stand. And feed.

Now wait a minute, Lord. Because I have gotten pretty good at doing a whole lot more than standing:

I fix. I worry. I calculate. I rearrange. I make another call. I find another way.

I carry things nobody actually asked me to carry and then have the nerve to wonder why my back hurts.

Figuratively speaking. Well…sometimes literally too.

But I kept reading. “…in the strength of the LORD.”

And there it was. That little part I could have easily read right past was apparently the part God wanted me to sit my tired self down and hear.

The strength wasn’t supposed to come from the shepherd.

Now, Micah is prophetically speaking about Jesus, the coming Ruler from Bethlehem. He is the Shepherd in this passage. So this isn’t a scripture telling me to run out and become everybody’s shepherd.

Thank God, because I have enough sheep.

But looking at the way He shepherds showed me something about the way I have been trying to care for what God has entrusted to me.

The Shepherd stands. The Shepherd feeds. But the Shepherd operates in the strength of the Lord.

And somewhere while sitting with that, a sentence hit me hard: God never asked the shepherd to become the pasture.

Ouch.

Because I think I have done exactly that. The shepherd leads the sheep to the grass. The shepherd leads them to the water. The shepherd watches over them and cares for them.

But the shepherd does not lie down in the field and say, “Well, I guess y’all better start eating me.” Yet how many times have I done the emotional equivalent?

Here, take some more of my energy.
Here, take some more of my time.
Need encouragement? I’ve got you.
Need prayer? I’ve got you.
Need something handled? Give it here.
Need money? Okay, now let’s not get carried away. 😂

But you get my point. Somewhere along the way, serving can quietly turn into supplying.

And if you’re not careful, you stop seeing God as the Source you’re helping people reach and start behaving as though you are the source.

That will wear you slap out.

Because if I become the pasture, everybody grazing on me will eventually leave me bare.

There was the second ouch.

Maybe some of my exhaustion isn’t simply because I have too much to do. Maybe sometimes I’m exhausted because I’m trying to produce what God only assigned me to distribute.

I don’t manufacture peace.
I can point toward the One who gives it.
I don’t manufacture wisdom.
I can ask the One who has it.
I don’t manufacture provision.
I can use what God puts in my hands.

And apparently—I needed Micah to remind me of this at bedtime—I don’t manufacture strength either.

“…in the strength of the LORD.”

His strength. Not mine.

And that made me think about something else. What happens when the shepherd gets hungry?

Because sometimes I am so busy making sure everybody else is okay that I don’t notice that I’m running on fumes until I’m already empty.

And maybe saying, “Lord, I don’t have anything left,” isn’t admitting failure.

Maybe it’s finally telling the truth. Maybe it’s the moment the shepherd remembers:

Oh, I’m hungry too.
I need the pasture too.
I need living water too.
I need encouragement.
I need restoration.
I need somebody to carry me sometimes.

Most importantly, I need the Shepherd.

Because before I am anybody else’s helper, encourager, fixer, prayer partner, mother, wife, friend, minister or whatever other hat I’m wearing that day— I am one of His sheep.

And sheep are supposed to eat.

So maybe the assignment isn’t nearly as complicated as I keep making it.

Stand where God placed me. Feed what He actually entrusted to me. And stop trying to feed every random sheep that wanders across my field.

Then, when I discover that what is required is bigger than what I have— don’t become the pasture. Borrow the strength.

And maybe that’s why this scripture found me tonight of all nights.

Because here I am, already supposed to be in bed, with a tired body and a dull headache—and it just occurred to me that my dinner was a scoop of sorbet.

Yep. Sorbet. For dinner. Dragon fruit at that.

I have spent so much of my life making sure everybody else is fed that apparently tonight the shepherd looked at a scoop of frozen fruit and said, “That’ll do.”

Lord, if that ain’t confirmation for the devotional I don’t know what is.

Because how am I going to write about feeding the flock while sitting here hungry myself?

And suddenly “God never asked the shepherd to become the pasture” hits differently.

Maybe I’ve gotten so accustomed to pouring out that I don’t always notice when I haven’t taken anything in.

Not just spiritually. Sometimes quite literally.

I can make sure everybody else has eaten, everybody has what they need, everybody’s problem has been addressed—and then realize at the end of the day that I have treated my own needs like an optional item on the list.

And maybe that’s part of what God is showing me.

The shepherd needs feeding too.
The shepherd needs rest too.
The shepherd needs care too.

And sometimes the evidence that I’ve forgotten that isn’t some grand spiritual revelation.

Sometimes it’s a dull headache, a tired body, and the realization that I ate sorbet for dinner.

So maybe tonight I don’t need another burst of strength so I can accomplish one more thing. Maybe I need to stop.

Maybe I need to eat something that didn’t come out of the freezer with a dessert spoon.

And then maybe I need to lie down.

After all, Psalm 23 never said the sheep found their own pasture and kept themselves going.

“He maketh me to lie down in green pastures…”

Well, Lord.

Apparently one of Your sheep has been standing long enough.

And perhaps the most obedient thing I can do now is let the Shepherd take care of me.

Prayer

Lord, apparently I needed Micah last night

Teach me the difference between what You have actually entrusted to me and the things I picked up because I thought somebody had to carry them.

Help me stand without scrambling. Help me feed without becoming the food. Help me serve without trying to become the Source.
And when I say, “Lord, I don’t have it,” remind me that maybe I was never supposed to have it all by myself. You have the strength. You have the provision. You have the wisdom.
You have the pasture.

And when I get so busy feeding everybody else that I forget I am hungry too, sit me down. Lead me beside some still waters. Restore my soul. Feed me.

And when necessary—
make this stubborn sheep lie down.
Then, when it’s time, help me get back up and stand.

Amen.

Love, Chelle

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Go Up!!!

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“Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.” Colossians 3:2


I had had a day. One of those long, stressful days where, by the time work was over, I had a whole list of complaints ready for God. And apparently, He had a visual aid ready for me.


I was picking up my son from work when a storm brewed up hot and fast. The sky changed almost without warning. While I was focused on a huge lightning strike, something else caught my attention.


A small-engine plane suddenly ducked incredibly low over us.


Living near the airport, low-flying planes don’t usually bother me. I’m used to them. But this one was low, low. I mean real low.
Low enough that I could see people inside.


Then I watched the pilot make a slight rolling turn to avoid clipping the light pole right there at the traffic light.


For a moment, my heart was probably somewhere near my red glasses.


But then I watched what happened next.With incredible precision, the pilot aimed the plane upward toward the one patch of blue sky still visible. Up. The storm was raging around them, so they went up. They couldn’t stop the lightning. They couldn’t calm the wind. They couldn’t move the clouds. But they could change their position in relation to the storm.


And standing there watching them climb, suddenly all the things I had spent the day complaining about seemed different. I had been staring at my storm. God reminded me to look up.


Sometimes faith doesn’t mean God immediately removes what’s happening around us. Sometimes He gives us the wisdom, strength, and grace to rise above what is trying to consume us. The clouds may still be there. The wind may still be blowing.
The lightning may still be flashing.


But there can still be a patch of blue somewhere above it all. And maybe that’s why Scripture keeps calling our attention upward. “Set your minds on things above…”
Not because what happens down here doesn’t matter. Not because the storm isn’t real. But because if all I see is the storm, I can forget the One who sits above it.


And suddenly I had to laugh at myself.
I’d spent the day complaining about everybody who had gotten on my nerves, only to end the evening throwing my hands toward heaven.


“Lord, forgive me for my stresspasses, as I forgive those who stress-pass against me.” 

(Nope you won’t find that in the King James version. Just in  the book of Chelle’s Confessions .)


Because sometimes the people don’t change. The circumstances don’t change. The storm doesn’t even change. We change altitude.


Tonight, I watched a pilot find the patch of blue. And God reminded me to do the same.


Father, forgive me for the moments when I become so focused on what’s happening around me that I forget to look toward You. When frustration gets loud, help me go higher. When circumstances feel dangerously close, give me wisdom to navigate them. When I can’t change the storm, change my perspective. And when I find myself counting everybody else’s stresspasses, remind me of how much grace You have extended to me.

Help me find the patch of blue.

Amen.
Love, Chelle
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On The Altar To Be Altered

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This morning, I called my older sister.

She couldn’t answer, but she texted me back and said she was at a prayer meeting at her church.

Perfect timing, I thought. Because I had some things on my heart. Some people I love. Some situations I can’t control. So I texted her back and asked her to “throw us on the alter.”

She didn’t notice anything unusual about my message. But I did.

I had meant to type “altar”.

I started to correct myself, but I stopped and looked at the word again.

ALTER.

Then the word I intended:

ALTAR.

One little letter separates them. And suddenly, I wasn’t so sure my typo was completely wrong.

Because isn’t that what we do when life becomes bigger than our own ability to handle it? We take it to the ALTAR because we need God to ALTER something.

We bring our children to the altar because there are decisions we can’t make for them.

We bring our marriages because there are places love alone hasn’t been able to fix.

We bring our finances because sometimes the numbers simply don’t make sense.

We bring our jobs, our dreams, our grief, our fears, our disappointments, our bodies, our families and those situations that have kept us awake far too many nights.

We bring all of it. And we say, “God, I need You to alter this.”

But here’s where surrender gets a little uncomfortable. We usually arrive at the altar with a pretty good idea of “what” we’d like God to alter.

Alter them, Lord.

Alter that situation.

Alter these circumstances.

Alter this bank account while You’re at it.

And sometimes He does.

Sometimes God alters the circumstances. Sometimes He alters the timing. Sometimes He alters the direction.

Sometimes He alters a relationship, opens a door, closes another one, moves somebody, restores something, removes something or makes a way we couldn’t see coming.

But sometimes… most times…God alters us.

He alters our perspective. Our priorities. Our expectations. Our attitudes. Our willingness to wait. Our need to control the outcome.

And perhaps that’s why the altar matters so much. The altar isn’t simply the place where I lay something down and tell God what to do with it.

It’s the place where I surrender it enough to let Him decide what needs altering.

Romans 12:1 tells us to present ourselves to God as a living sacrifice.

Not just our problems. Ourselves.

So this morning, I’m taking my accidental little prayer seriously. I’m putting my “me and mine and all of thine: on the alter.

Yes, I know how to spell it. 😂

I’m putting us on the ALTAR and trusting God to ALTER whatever He knows needs to change.

My family. My circumstances. My plans. My heart.

Me.

Because maybe there really is only one letter between the place where we surrender and the change we’ve been praying for.

If you want God to ALTER it, be willing to put it on the ALTAR.

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Father, today I place myself and everyone connected to me on Your altar. I give You the things I understand and the things I don’t. The situations I can change and the ones completely beyond my reach. Alter what needs to be altered. Change circumstances where it is Your will, open doors that should open and close those that should close. But Lord, if the change needs to begin in me, give me the courage not to climb back off the altar. Change my heart, my thinking, my direction and my desires until they line up with Yours. I surrender the outcome to You. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

Love, Chelle
Defy Gravity Without Wings ❤️

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The $1000 Tomato

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Tonight, I came home from church just as the rain started. I was still in my church clothes.
No umbrella.  No plans to go into the garden.

Truthfully, my heart was still heavy.

Just yesterday, we laid my bonus son to rest. It was a beautiful celebration of his life, filled with music, laughter, tears, and memories. But funerals have a way of leaving an echo. Even after the final song is sung and everyone goes home, grief lingers quietly in the background.

My church clothes still carried the memory of yesterday.

And so did my heart.

As I hurried toward the house through the rain, something caught my eye. A flash of red. On one lonely big boy tomato.

Without thinking, I turned around and ran straight into the rain. No umbrella. Still dressed in my church clothes. Hair…well, let’s not even discuss the hair.

All for one tomato.

I laughed the moment I picked it. After months of building raised beds, filling grow bags, hauling soil, buying fertilizer, tomato cages, watering before work, battling mosquitoes, checking on my plants every morning, and praying over a garden that often seemed determined to test my patience, I joked that I was holding a $1,000 tomato.

The truth is…

It wasn’t worth a thousand dollars.

But in that moment…

It was worth running through the rain for.

Then the Holy Spirit gently whispered to my heart, “Isn’t that what I did for you?”

Jesus saw us caught in a storm far greater than rain. He didn’t stay where it was comfortable. He stepped into our brokenness.

Into our grief. Into our sin. Into death itself.

Not because we were perfect.

Not because we had everything together.

But because He saw something worth rescuing.

The Bible tells us that “while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” (Romans 5:8)
He didn’t wait until we had cleaned ourselves up. He came running toward us while we were still standing in the storm.

Sometimes life leaves us bruised by disappointment, exhausted by loss, or wondering if joy will ever find us again. Yet Jesus never measures our value by what we’ve been through.

He measures it by what He was willing to pay. The cross settled that question forever.

Then another thought settled into my spirit.
Yesterday, I ran toward a casket. Today, I ran toward a tomato.


One reminded me that life on earth is temporary.

The other reminded me that God still has a way of bringing new life out of seasons of sorrow.

Tonight, as I stood in my kitchen holding my little ‘$1,000 tomato,’ I realized maybe God wasn’t just letting me harvest fruit.

Maybe He was reminding me that even after a day of burying someone I loved…

Even while my heart was still aching…

There was still something worth running toward.

Sometimes God doesn’t stop the rain. Sometimes He places a glimpse of hope right in the middle of it.

A reminder that life is still growing.

That joy is still possible.

That healing is still coming.

Sometimes…

It looks like one little red tomato.

“Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning.” — Psalm 30:5

Prayer

Father, thank You for stepping into my storms instead of watching them from a distance. Thank You for reminding me that even in seasons of grief, You continue to plant signs of hope along my path. Open my eyes to the little gifts You place in front of me each day, and help me remember that my value was settled at the cross. When my heart is heavy, give me the courage to keep running toward the joy You have prepared for me. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

Remembering Donovan ❤️

Love, Chelle
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The Fragrance of Basil

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My hands smelled like basil this morning.

I don’t particularly enjoy eating basil by itself. In fact, I’ll probably never snack on a handful of basil leaves. But every time I walk through my little garden, I find myself rubbing a leaf between my fingers.

Hours later, the fragrance is still there.

It made me think about a dream I had years ago. In the dream, I was ushering at a funeral. I spent the service helping everyone else find their seats, passing tissues, comforting grieving families, and doing what ushers do. By the time I finally approached the casket to pay my own respects, something impossible happened.

The deceased sat up.

Looking directly at me, they smiled and said,
“It was your perfume that made me rise.”
I woke up before they explained what they meant, but I never forgot the dream.

Years later, I found myself saying something to another minister that surprised even me.
“I can smell your anointing.”

Now…before rumors started another church meeting, let me explain. 😄 I wasn’t saying the man needed a shower. In fact, the congregation looked at me like I had just announced, “Pastor, you stink.” It took a minute to convince everyone I wasn’t talking about body odor at all.

I wasn’t talking about cologne. I wasn’t talking about lotion.I was trying to describe something words struggle to explain.

There are people whose lives have spent so much time in the presence of God that you sense His peace before they ever open their mouths. Their words aren’t louder. Their personalities aren’t bigger. Yet somehow, they leave behind hope, peace, and life wherever they go.

The Apostle Paul wrote that we are “the aroma of Christ.”

Not because we wear the right fragrance. But because we’ve been close enough to Him that His presence lingers on us.

This morning, while rubbing a basil leaf between my fingers, I realized that basil never has to announce itself or introduce itself. It simply becomes what God created it to be, and everyone who brushes against it leaves carrying its fragrance.

We spend so much time announcing ourselves.
“I’m a minister.”
“I’m an elder.”
“I’m a worship leader.”
“I’m a Christian.”
“Blah, blah, blah” And so on.

There’s nothing wrong with those titles. They describe our calling and our service. But titles were never meant to substitute for transformation.

Basil never says a word. It doesn’t have to convince you it’s basil. It doesn’t wear a name tag. It doesn’t introduce itself before releasing its fragrance.

It simply becomes what God created it to be, and everyone who brushes against it knows they have encountered something different.

Maybe our greatest witness isn’t what we announce about ourselves… Maybe it’s the fragrance people carry away after they’ve encountered us.

Maybe our words comfort. Maybe our patience calms. Maybe our generosity feeds. Maybe our forgiveness heals. Maybe our presence reminds someone that God has not forgotten them.

Long after we’ve left the room…

…the fragrance remains.

This morning, I walked back into my house with basil on my hands. My prayer is that I walk into every room carrying Christ in my spirit.

So today I’m asking myself a different question.

Not…

“What perfume am I wearing?”

But…

“What fragrance am I leaving behind?”

Because if a simple basil plant can leave its scent on my hands with just the slightest touch…

How much more should a life touched by Christ leave behind His love, His peace, and His hope?

May those who brush against our lives leave carrying the fragrance of Christ.

Love, Chelle

“For we are to God the pleasing aroma of Christ among those who are being saved and among those who are perishing.”
— 2 Corinthians 2:15

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BUT GOD SAID NO

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Early this morning, before the day had a chance to get loud, my phone lit up with a simple question:


“Can I get 10 minutes of your time?”

After more than 40 years apart, God had already reconnected us… and this morning, He gave us the time to remember why.

But God doesn’t measure time the way we do. Ten minutes turned into an hour and a half. Tears. Laughter. Testimony. We weren’t catching up. We were bearing witness.

She told me about losing her husband. How the grief felt like it might finish what life had already taken.

Then she said it… “But God said no.”

She told me about her  rare illness. The kind where doctors speak carefully, and silence says more than words.
And again “But God said no.”

Every story she told had a place where it could have ended. Every chapter carried the weight of finality. But it didn’t end there. Because God kept interrupting what should have been the last line.

And somewhere in the middle of her testimony, I felt my own rise up quietly. Moments I don’t always name. Situations that could have taken me out in ways nobody else would have understood.

And if I’m honest… Some of those moments didn’t look like mercy at first. But I’m still here.

So even there, I say it: But God said no.

No to the thing that tried to take me out.
No to grief settling in as permanent.
No to despair having the final word.
No.

Psalm 118:17
“I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the Lord.”

That’s what this morning was. Declaring. Not polished. Not practiced. Just two women, after decades apart, brought back together by grace… reminding each other that what should have taken us out didn’t get permission.

Sometimes the most powerful testimony is also the simplest. “It should have ended me…but God said no.”

And if you’re reading this from the middle of something that feels like an ending, hold on.
The same God who interrupted ours is still writing yours.

Love, Chelle ( And Lisa)
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His April Faithfulness

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Even though today is April Fool’s Day…
for me, it marks something completely different.

Twenty-one years ago, I went from being a near-homeless divorcee with three kids in tow to becoming a homeowner in 90 days.

And I still smile when I think about it. Because I was so careful not to say anything that might disrupt what God was doing, that every time someone asked me, “Chelle, what are you going to do?” I would simply say, “I’ll tell you on Wednesday.”

There was nothing special about Wednesdays… except that it gave me somewhere to place my expectation.

And sure enough—every Wednesday—
God gave me something to say.
A step. A shift. A provision. A testimony.

So I kept showing up to Wednesdays. And when I finally walked into that house, on April Fools Day,  I found a Bible waiting for me.

Inside was a note from the selling  realtor that said: “Your bid was not the highest, but in 1955 this house was built for you. God has blessed it. Enjoy”

Confirmation of what I already knew.
This wasn’t luck.
This wasn’t timing.
This was God.

And here I am, twenty-one years later…
on another Wednesday.
Still standing.
Still provided for.
Still carried.

And if I’m being honest… at 2 a.m. this morning, life tried to get loud again.
Decisions. Pressure. Finances.
The kind of weight that makes your head hurt and your chest feel tight.

But somewhere between the worry and the whisper,  I found my footing again.

And this is what I stood on:
Lord, I trust You more than this situation.
Lord, I trust You more than what this situation is trying to tell me.
Lord, I trust You more than how I feel right now.
Lord, I trust You more than my need to control how this turns out.
Lord, I trust You to take care of me… no matter what this becomes.

Because I’ve seen this before.

Different details… same God.

So no… I don’t really do April Fool’s. Because I’ve lived long enough to know that God doesn’t play about His promises.

This isn’t April Fool’s to me. This is “His April Faithfulness.” A reminder that no matter what I face, God has always had my back.

Not always my way.
Not always my timing.
But always… faithfully.



Love, Chelle
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Before The Final Hour

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There is a moment before everything becomes real.

Before the doors open.
Before the voices gather.
Before the weight of it settles in your chest.

A quiet hour. The kind where time pauses just long enough for memory to walk in unannounced and sit beside you.

I went to prepare myself to show up for someone else’s loss… and found myself standing in the doorway of my own.

Because grief does not stay in its lane.
It recognizes itself.
It echoes across years.
It gently taps your shoulder and whispers,
“You remember this.”

And in that quiet hour…before the final hour… when a casket tries to close a chapter in a well read life…. I remembered something sacred:

My mother never really left.

I see her… in the mirror when my face catches the light just right.

I hear her in my voice when I’m talking to my children and don’t even realize it at first.

And lately… I feel her in the way I beam at my grandchildren. That deep, undeniable joy
that doesn’t ask permission to show up on your face. The kind that says,
“This love didn’t start with me.”

She shows up in the kitchen. In the way I don’t reach for measuring cups…but trust a palm and a pinch of two fingers to decide what salt and sugar ought to do. Somewhere along the way, her tongue for spices became mine.

She shows up in the way I clean. Because a house is not clean unless there’s a cap of bleach poured into a small tub basin in the sink… and oh the smell of Pine-Sol rising up like proof. That sharp, honest scent that says,
“Now it’s done right.”

She shows up in my music. Because cleaning without music? That’s just work. But cleaning with Aretha Franklin? That turns into a whole moment.

And somehow… the dance is not right unless it happens in the living room.  Not the kitchen. Not the hallway. The living room. Like joy has a location memory.

She shows up in my mornings. In a cup that’s more cream than coffee.


In quiet writing hours before any rooster thinks about waking up. Discipline that looks like devotion. Routine that feels like inheritance.

And every now and then… when something stirs my spirit the wrong way, I catch myself standing with my hand on my hip, leaning just a little to one side, squinting my eyes like I can hold the tears back if I narrow the view.

It was intimidating on her six-foot frame.
Not quite the same on my five-foot-three one… But I try. Oh, I still try

And now I realize  what I thought was loss…
started to look a lot like continuation.

“As a mother comforts her child, so will I comfort you.” — Isaiah 66:13

Because God, in His mercy, doesn’t just take people home…
He lets them leave themselves behind in us.
In our habits. In our preferences. In our voice. In our love for the next generation.

So yes… there is a final earthly hour. A moment where everything becomes real.

But there is also this quiet, sacred truth:
She is still here.
In the mirror.
In the movement.
In the memory that turned into muscle.


In the love that keeps reaching forward.

Dear Lord, meet us in that quiet hour before everything becomes real. When memory rises and grief feels close enough to touch, let it carry comfort with it. Remind us that love does not end… it continues in us. In what we do without thinking. In what we carry without trying.


Love, Chelle
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Hedy Lamarr – The Beauty Who Invented The Future

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(November 9, 1914 – January 19, 2000)

Sometimes the world notices the wrong thing first.

Hedy Lamarr was known throughout Hollywood as one of the most beautiful actresses of the 1940s. Her face appeared on movie posters and magazine covers, and audiences admired her elegance and glamour.

But behind the fame lived a restless and brilliant mind.

During World War II, Lamarr watched the rise of Nazi power in Europe and wanted to help the Allied cause. Working with composer George Antheil, she developed a communication system designed to guide torpedoes without enemy interference.

Their invention used a method called frequency hopping, where radio signals constantly changed channels so they could not be jammed.

At the time, the military dismissed the idea.

Years later, however, the technology behind Lamarr’s invention became the foundation for modern wireless communication. Today the same principle supports Wi-Fi, Bluetooth, and GPS systems used around the world.

There is a verse in Proverbs that reminds us, “The Lord gives wisdom; from His mouth come knowledge and understanding.”

Hedy Lamarr reminds us that wisdom often lives quietly beneath the labels the world places on us.

Sometimes the person everyone admires for one gift is carrying another gift powerful enough to shape the future.

The world may decide who you are before it knows your whole story.

Hedy Lamarr was celebrated for beauty, but her mind helped build technology that connects billions of people today.

Sometimes the gifts God gives us are not immediately recognized. But that does not make them any less powerful.

We see you, Hedy. All of you.

Steps From Our Sisters

Honoring the Women Who Marched Before Us

Curated by

Michelle Gillison-Robinson

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Barbara Johns: She Was Fifteen and Would Not Wait

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Barbara Johns was fifteen years old when she decided that waiting politely for justice was no longer an option.


In 1951, in Prince Edward County, Virginia, Barbara was a student at Robert Russa Moton High School — a segregated Black school with no gym, no cafeteria, overcrowded classrooms, and tar-paper shacks used as makeshift buildings. Meanwhile, white students nearby learned in brick schools with resources and space.


Barbara saw it.
Barbara lived it.


And Barbara refused to accept it.


Without permission from adults, administrators, or movement leaders, she organized a student strike. She convinced her classmates to walk out, not knowing if anyone would listen — only knowing that staying silent was no longer an option.


Adults were furious.
Leaders were nervous.
Teachers were afraid they would lose their jobs.


Barbara’s name was almost removed from the complaint.
But the case moved forward anyway.
Her courage became part of Davis v. County School Board of Prince Edward County, one of the five cases folded into Brown v. Board of Education.


History changed.
And Barbara Johns?
She received death threats.
She had to leave her hometown.
She lived the rest of her life quietly.
Her name was rarely spoken when Brown was celebrated.
She was victorious without reward.


Barbara Johns teaches us something uncomfortable and holy:
Sometimes the people who force history to move are the ones most quickly pushed out of the picture.
She was young.
She was female.
She was uncompromising.
And she was inconvenient.


“Let no one despise you for your youth.” — 1 Timothy 4:12


Barbara didn’t wait to be older.
She didn’t wait to be chosen.
She didn’t wait to be safe.
She acted — and the system scrambled to catch up.


If you have ever been told you were too young to understand, spoken truth that made adults uncomfortable, sparked change and then watched others take credit, or paid a personal cost for doing the right thing early — Barbara Johns stands with you.


She reminds us that courage does not require credentials — only conviction.
She lit the match.
The world tells the story without her name.
But God remembers.


We see you, Barbara.
We tell it right.


Bread Crumbs — for those coming after us.
Victorious without reward. Still here.


Love, Chelle